The past is behind us.
Nothing can ever change that, no matter how much we cry, beg, and plead.
There is no reset button.
Though, I wish there was.
Although the girl who is stuck in my mind was mine once, I may have blown my real chance with her some time before that.
The time she wanted me, but I said no.
Maybe that was when I was supposed to be with her.
But I missed it.
I want it back.
The few days I had with her bled with perfection.
Nothing was my fault, but then again, everything was my fault.
There is no one to blame.
But it’s human nature to blame, and I always find I am the first that I blame.
The first that I hurt.
I’d give anything for a chance with her again.
If you read this.
If I’m talking about you.
You will know.
You will know, I want to love you.
I want to fall for you.
Even if you don’t fall for me.
I want to know what it’s like to be head over heels.
