Destruction Of A Paradigm

So, there’s this macho, alpha-male skater dick who is 100% convinced I’m trying to get with his girl. Now, instead of trusting his own girlfriend, he decides he has to kick my ass to make sure nothing happens. Well, I’m walking out of the shcool library one day when I see him and the girl, all huggy cuddly in the hall. He sees my and yells at me “Hey, wait, I’m going to kick your fucking ass!”

Now, I’m going to pause for a second. Why would any sane person stop for that? “Oh, this guy wants to kick my ass, sure, I’ll stop for him!”

Back to the story, I simply laugh and keep walking, he then attempts to come after me. Now, this is where it gets good. the girl, who is SMALLER THAN ME holds him back. At this point, my friend Aaron is laughing his ass off, looks him dead in the face, still laughing, and tell the kid “You’re not kicking ANYONES ass.”

Now skip forward a few days.

I had just finished using the restroom, and I exited. I’m walking down the hall, and Trever spots me and makes a beeline in my direction. Now, he doesn’t just stop and confront me, he grabs me by myshirt and pushes me back a little, yelling “Leave Kelsea alone, I’m going to fucking kick your ass”.

At this point I laugh, and say back “Tell her to leave ME alone if you don’t want me talking to her.”

He makes a few more alpha male comments, to which I laugh. he lets go of me, and I just laugh louder and walk away. He gives me a little shove in the back, which causes another spurt of laughter from me. One of his little midget friends then comes up to me and asks if we were going to fight. I just look back at Trever and announce “He wishes” and walk to class.

But I’ve been listening to Eminem all day. i feel like I’m in 6th grade. Nostalgia much?

Just a bit. It’s making me miss the innocence. Kind of ironic, how I equate Eminem with innocence, don’t you think?

mhmrachel:

Your mom is wrong, you’ll be the one doing the dragging!

romanticeveningsofself:

And I SWEAR he had a boner.

But I think he caught me looking…

He’s been asking me about my sexuality lately…

But I jokingly called him a closet gay and he didn’t say no

And he had a boner…

Coincidence? I think not.

He wants your nuts, boy!

romanticeveningsofself:

I came out a couple months ago…kinda. My family doesn’t know. I’m afraid I’ll get thrown out of my house if they find out too soon.

Coming out is a really hard thing to go through. A friend recently came out to me.

The more I hear about homosexuality and bisexuality, the more I am disgusted with how it has become a fad. It’s become a trend. So many slutty girls say they’re bi because they participate in threesomes. So many douchebag guys say they’re bi because they want to be sensitive so girls will like them. Some people just want attention and frequently switch from bi to gay to straight and whatever.

PLEASE TAKE ORIENTATION SERIOUSLY.

I know what you mean. Tonight, my mom found out I was bi and she attacked me with degrading remarks and questions. I’ve been sitting in my room crying for the past half hour. I expected her to be there for me, you know? But enough about me, best of luck to you on coming out!

Of all the people I know, you are the one who is supposed to understand and support me. To love me. To love me when no one else will. To support me when no one else will. To understand when no one else will show empathy.

You aren’t the one who’s supposed to make me feel like shit. You aren’t supposed to attack me for my feelings beliefs and ideals. You aren’t supposed to make m sit in the dark and cry. That’s not what you’re supposed to do. That’s not what a mother is for.

Earlier tonight, my mom bombarded me with degrading questions and eventually took my phone for upwards of 3 hours. Because I am in a relationship with a boy and she just found out.

whatthefuckkkkk.

She made me change my facebook relationship status so it didn’t say who I was in a relationship with because she didn’t want “Her” family to know. It’s my family, too, and if I don’t care if they know you should back the fuck off. Really.

Currently reading this book, by Michal Levin. Very good read. Just getting into the part that describes the Chakras. I suggest this book very much [:

It describes energy and the purpose of this meditation technique very clearly, and helps you understand the importance of energy.